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Thursday, November 01, 2007

Empty, everywhere

Back here again, I pen my feelings, thoughts, and basically everything else I guess..
Since the last time I blogged, things have gotten better, but not completely over, as the problem can't seemed to be solved, sadly.. only problem solved, was how i was touched by an angel and promoted without sub paper! somehow, i do not feel quite as elated as i thought i wouldve been, it's, a weird feeling, cos something tells me, everything would be better, if i retained and had gone to a poly, but now, i'll just have to accept this..
because everything happens, for a reason..
i think i'll pass a level chinese though =) thats one down!
over these weeks,
A lot has happened,
I'll list them out!

1) my ps2 is spoilt =(
now what am I going to do these holidays?! zzz..
tried to send for service, cost, 100+
dad says to buy new one because its not economical.. now, where am i going to get the money for a new one? not to mention, i still need my ds chip!

2) I've gotten lazy!
no more school, means no more morning runs because, because, hmmm, ya, lazy =P
but i gym on tuesday!
and I'm swimming tomorrow =)
lucille and i have started, the living healthy programme! =) where you live healthy!
heh.. so far, er, hmmm, ya =) oh! i walked from bishan, to ang mo kio =D

3) my pw's screwed
to some extent, heh, serious stuff, but, not so serious person..
i haven't written my i and r =(
cos when work's concern, everything else suddenly becomes better =D

4) I'm broke! YES! BROKE! and fat! YES! FAT!
last tuesday- pastamania, baked rice= sinful= less money
last friday- pizza hut, 5 pizzas because the girls ate like one only per person! zzz.. = sinful= more money gone
last friday night- western food, parents pay, but so what? still= sinful..
last sunday- new york new york, mother's birthday thing, baked rice= sinful again!
yesterday- gymz! but ate frice rice after.. zzz.., oh, and bought mother's birthday gift= hole in pocket
today- ripped off by starbucks =P paid 7.40 for weird drink.. and, buffet dinner for mother's birthday, i ate- 1 pork chop, 1 fish dory, 10 prawns, a bowl of rice, 1 piece of small spring chicken, quite a huge amount of lobster, a bowl of laksa, 2 piecess of garlic bread, and a bowl of ice cream! = ultimate!

so, good, im broke, and fat!
i, hopefully, might want to go and work soon! =)
to make ends meet.. heh..

5) Back to the emo club!
because i belong there..
and its all empty..

and once again, i think of all the stuff of the past, the last time, and everything..
i know i was wrong, i know i was slow,
i didnt take the necessary actions,
i didnt do what was right,
and you just slipped away, thought you didnt really want to..
you had to, for i became a slight unknowing burden, because i was in oblivion, thinking all i did was right, apparently, it wasnt..
its been some times now, and i know ive already lost the chances..
but just so you know, its still in me, and, i wish time could turn..

now for a slight detour,
some random idea, i've been thinking throughtout the whole day..
so, i guess, ive just got to put it down..
this is the first time im putting images on my blog..

(updated soon...)

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