Wednesday, July 26, 2006
ClimAxEd!
Super fast post.. jus came home frm school..
i was in the bus for like 30mins?
a woman made a report bout sth to the police.. so everyone had to stay on the bus..
there was this st gabs guy.. he wasnt wearing school u though.. nvm bout tt..
when police arrived.. the woman pinpointed the st gabs guy!
police went to interrogate him or sth outside the bus..
later.. then woman came in.. n called her daughter out.. whom the police was questioning..
i dunno wad they did outside.. i'm dying to know.. they were like talking talking..
then the woman came in.. n said" sorry for wasting yr time.. we're in the middle of an investigation.. "
.... yeah.. wtf.. it might be a school announcement tmr..
hope tt guy didnt do anything stupid wit the daughter or sth..
btw.. anyone gg school concert? i think i gg tmr.. looking for company.. =)
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Apples?! Study?! Concert?! Cheers?! Where's my time?!
More apples to the basket like brain might say?
hmm.. nt too sure either.. trying not to accumulate..
brain told me bout his apples..
he eats them.. enjoys them n finishes them..
while lucas n i.. eat them, get another one.. eat them.. get another one.. n the process continues..
brain said he preferred "virgin apples"..
lucas said he's weird..
if u dun understand wad im saying.. can check back 2 previous posts ago on the apple story..
oh wells.. apples or no apples.. ive been trying to study..
so.. it has been.. sorta going well..
the fact tt i HAVE been.. even before the exams r starting.. proves it..
ha..
i shouldnt be too proud though..
others r like studying 24-7.. i think..
whew.. 24-7 is the amt of time i spent fooling around..
hmm.. n bout the school concert n the one n whitley..
well.. dino "said" he'll treat.. but as usual.. he back out.. oh wells.. i dunno now also..
jus hope can go to 1.. hope my parents actually allow..
hmmm.. wad else.. oh..
i think im gonna play cheers doubles.. despite the exam.. gonna "retain" the title..
haha.. like wad colin n i would say..
tt day had church reunion..
it was.. rather fun..
but as usual.. awkward at the beginning cos everyone sorta refuses to open up..
so quite n all..
n also the rather awkward shalom dance.. haha.. it looked sorta stupid too.. though..
n the church reunion.. was 4 days ago..
man.. time flies..
seriously.. where's my time?
ive been wasting it n all..
sighs.. all spent watching tv.. doing lots of unneccesary stuff.. spacing out.. sleeping..
oh man.. tmr still got cme project work..
i really hope i could sit down.. look at my books.. n study without my head not wanting to absorb.. then it'll be jus great.. i havent been doing well in my revision tests too..
if this keeps up..
im gonna fail my o's..
n again..
it comes down to one question..
what's it gonna be?..........
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Blog's down.. Bye bye SLC.. N after effects of depression
man.. the whole thing suddenly so screwed up..
spent one hour working on it..
n i think its still nt fixed..
sighs..
worse come to worse..
i'll find some time to change everything..
which everyone has been askin me too..
its jus so hard to find a nice one..
oh wells..
anws..
we've stepped down alr..
so its back to ankle socks for me..?
na.. i dun no.. after being so influenced bu the rules..
its feels weird to do so..
but well..
depends..
hmm.. zhi kang sorta..
showed me indirectly wad a true leader is..
no wonder he was.. the head of slc..
i learnt tt..
being a leader is nt bout.. doin this doin tt..
its bout.. how u handle yr ppl.. n how u accept blames n everything..
well.. i wun talk much bout tt.
but well.. investiture was fun..
made.. hmm.. nt really can say make.. but got to knew these two girls form st marg's..
i think its.. Beatrice n mable if i'm nt mistaken..
ha.. brought them bout school..
then later played table soccer at the club hze wit beatrice against yong kit n clement..
haha.. we won!
it was rather fun..
everyone was like spinning the thing furiously..
as much as i wanted to.. i didnt xchange contacts wit them..
Brain(as in my friend, oh ya.. no spelling error here) told me it was for the better..
hmmm.. in the end.. had fun n all.. i enjoyed myself..
today.. it felt different..
off duty n all alr.. haha..
alrites.. nxt thing..
depression causes lots of effects..
1) get tired easily
2) can study better( i dunno y..)
3) u'll get crazy after recess.. (its true!!!!)
4) space out more
5) feel like always sleeping..( im nt contradicting no.2)
6) feel rather desperate for things u don hav
i think tts bout all ive exp b4..
hmm.. come to think bout it..
i dun think im depressed anymore..
ha.. even still..
gotta study hard..
i guess i'll stop here.. i feel like sleeping..
stupid blog.. wads wrong wit u? work work work!!!!
sighs.. he aint listening..
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
Miscellaneous n causes for XC's state of depression
I rmb alr..
tt day i wanted to blog bout the world cup..
but.. i forgot.. cos.. in a rush..
hmmm.. actually.. there's nth much bout it alr..
only.. i can rmb how zidane headbutted mettarazzi.. or.. how his name is spelt..
haha.. so funny.. i was laughing n laughing..
oh man.. whew.. hahaahahahahaahahaha..
okok.. enuff..
hmmm.. where was i..
oh.. ya.. u know how scary buses are?
extremely!!
tt day i was on it..
trying to slp..
then.. there was all those.. sounds..
which sounded like screws going loose..
yes yes.. it might jus collapse anytime..
o wells.. im nt too worried bout tt though..
jus voicing out wad i think..
hmmm.. on wed.. it was the sorta rehearsal for slc invest..
our singing n all.
haha.. so funny.. n colin's dance.. no.1 man!!
well.. tt probably makes me happier nw..
frm my depressed mood..
actually.. i think im nt depressed alr..
but still..
on fri to sat morn..
was the.. day of the rip off..
yes.. rip off..
my parents payed 6 dollars for a can of coke n a sprite.. even those hot chrysanthenem(sp) tea cos three bucks per cup.. but got free refill la.. but.. even so..
wth..
its like.. rip off!!!!!!
then.. in the airport this morn..
my bro bought two small packets of lays for 4 bucks..
n yes.. it is very ex.
i couldnt bear to c my mum give him the money..
oh wells.. tts wad poor ppl feel like anws..
RIP OFF!!!!!!
anws.. was at the airport cos my mum went LV.. for some course n all..
hope she buys sth nice for me..
alrites.. back to the topic of being ripped off..
these stuff r jus too overpriced..
y so expensive?! next time when i go to a restaurant.. i'll ta pao a packet of drink inside man..
anws.. i saw justine again at the restaurant.. hah.. so cool.. so long nvr see her liao.. our parents talked a while.. n well.. it was great to c her again..
this is how small the world is.. or.. well.. singapore..
i was so jealous when she said she got DSA to SAJC..
thru golf..
i wish my badminton could bring me somewhere gd..
but.. sighs.. it aint gd.. ha..
tts one of my depressed reasons..
okok.. tts all..
now.. reasons for xc's depression.. ( this list will be updated till im 100% cheerful)
1) O lvls
2) Im nt studying
3) i cant study.. ( i dunno y..)
4) i still hav time to blog when o lvls is 3 months away
5) i screwed up chi oral
6) my mouth is suffering form ulcer torture.. ulcers simply love my mouth
7) mr pang said my glasses cant be worn in school( i wont do anything bout it)
8) ^ cos im poor
9) ^ ppl think im lying
10) cos every thurs is humanities day(almost)
11) cos every wed is maths n sciences day
12) my string burst (refer to *8)
13) mum threatened to lock of internet( she's serious)
14) im deprived of slp(yes.. exactly.. i dunno y)
15) i think im crushing on a national badminton player (na.. it wont happen.. trying to.. sorta.. get rid of this feeling.. its jus so hard to go away..)
16) my mum told me i shouldnt get into relationships this year ^
17) y nt..? okok.. study study.. urgh.. after o's.. i.. er.. think..?
18) she thinks im in one alr..
19) i think.. im.. too much.. sighs.. its like.. im about to eat this apple.. ok.. i probably already took a bite.. its a big bite.. then.. u see a nicer one.. u wanna eat it.. then wad about the first apple? u take a small bite of the second one.. then.. u're wondering which is nicer.. then a third apple comes along.. n u're thinking.. can i bite all of em? obviously.. the answer is no.. don be too greedy.. leave some for the rest.. n u cant waste time.. they'll spoil.. so nw.. im real confused.. yes.. if u understand wad i mean.. u'll go like.. wtf all day long.. yes.. all day.. n i dun mean this literally.. its nt bout apples..
20) i think a fourth GREEN apple is comin along.. n.. sighs.. i dunno..
21) i did badly for my revision tests.. esp my poa.. which was suppose to be an A1..
22) i dunno y.. i.. thot i studied?!
23) qns simply fill my mind
24) im afraid i'll screw up this tues investiture.. my singing line.. is like.. so hard.. so high..
25) i cant attend BPSS invest..
26) afraid my chi cant make the mark..
27) i think im stressed up.. but i dun hav white hair..
28) zhi kang say my fringe is long.. n yes.. *snip-snip i think he'll allow it for the time being.. i hope..
29) my badminton.. i dun consider it gd enuff..
30) im too lazy.. time has alr caught up wit me..
31) there are still many apples in the basket.. n some apples u've already bitten.. feels u;re not worth eating them..
i guess tts all for nw.. its a whole long list.. but..
o wells.. i should be fine..
ha.. my godpa told me sth the other day..
dun spend too much time on computers.. tts nt life..
life is to go out n mix n interact wit ppl..
i think tt's wad i'll do..
interact more..
sighs.. im thinking bout my apples again..
hope all's well..
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
I'm Ready Depression!
wells..
yes.. it is.. truly.. sad..
i screwed up my chinese oral!
wth.. how could i possibly do tt..?
oh man.. i was like.. stumbled.. real nervous..
couldnt even read the simplest chinese words..
its totally felt like.. really.. oh wells..
sighs.. jus so depressed..
furthermore..
i didnt do well at all for all my revision tests..
sighs.. feeling read bad about it..
but.. i think i should get to overdrive soon.. nt august..
thanks to all my frens who cheered me up tt day on my oral anws..
"its alr over, there's nth u can do.. jus concentrate n score for listening compre"
"cheer up. it may nt be wad u expected it to be"
"dun feel bad, jus live wit it, dun worry too much"
"jus.. work harder on yr next paper.. things will turn out fine"
well.. thanks everyone..
always askin me to cheer up n all..
i will..
whew..
today.. yong keet burnt some of his eyebrow n hair when they did the leave thing for invest..
trying to get a white leaf.. it was.. rather dangerous n all.. but..
well.. white leaf? ..
is it.. really.. nice?
oh wells..
invest starting soon too..
nt to mention..
three tests tmr n rehearsal for invest..
its gonna be real busy..
i guess..
anws.. todays post is more or less bout my oral..
n how lousy i felt after takin it..
i was wondering ytd..
what would happen if i dun make it?
sighs.. i dun wanna think tt way.. but my results..
they arent exactly showing me promising stuff..
but..
i'll be positive..
everyone's pushing me on..
i should be.. more.. happy.. ha..
yup..
regardless.. i should be more prepared..
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
Badminton n also.. some other stuff
alrites.. this post.. wuld be.. sorta like.. my badminton life..
all my fav matches.. n.. the memories i had.. haha..
alrites..
na. on second thought.. i'll write em somewhere else.. (unless.. anyone wans to hear?)
but the matches i played today.. they'll definitely be in them..
siqi n i.. lost 17-14..
to one of the best doubles pair.. haha.. so cool la..
gdness.. i ran like crazy.. played like crazy.
whew.. n also..
the singles match..
haha.. i mus say.. i was super tired.. n my shirt was.. whew..
rather heavy.. hah.. sweat too much..
wells.. i lost in the end.. 15-10..
most of my fav matches always ends up in me losing.. haha. i dunno y..
but well.. its like tt.. haha..
n.. my backhand's improving.. it gets better n better..
yup.. n. i'm faster. i think.. cos.. i dun usually use backhand anymore..
except in singles.. doubles nt for lobbing ah.. haha..
guess.. no one is interested in all these either..
oh wells...
n im.. beginning to like street soccer.. i think it's.. rather fun.. especially in a caged area..
can rebound against the wall.. so cool..
oh ya.. n also..
thanks joan..
for helping me find blogskins n all..
but.. well.. its tough..
in the end.. i still couldnt make up my mind..
the one i thought of.. was.. well.. ai yar..
i think im lazy..
no no..
i am.. ha.. oh wells..
i gotta make the most of july..
its gonna be my last month of fun.. i think..
oh ya..
i jus discovered a new interest of mine..
spacing out. i think.. its so cool.. jus nw i did it..
whew.. time jus flew.. haha..
*if u dunt giv my football back..
im gonna get my dad on u..*
i love tt song.. i think..
(n.. no one actually did take my football..) yup yup..
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
okok.. i'll blog..
haha.. its amazing how ppl actualy rush me to update..
well.. i thot no one would read it.. but well..
ppl do.. haha..
hmmm.. during first week of school.. nth much happened..
jus.. been same ol self..
msgin in class still..
n 'showin off' my new specs..
well.. hw's been fine.. but got so so many tests..
whew.. guess it cant be helped..
at least.. im studying. .haha..
hmmm.. went out wit yilong last fri.. n today.. well..
followed him n his frens tt day to.. well.. cant really rmb.. walk around? do nth? haha.. basically.. window shopping for myself.. as usual..
oh ya.. levi's look cool ah.. haha..
hmmm.. n today.. he went to buy bag.. i contributed to his present.. i suppose..
he had better get me sth gd too. .haha..
lemme see..
oh.. sighs.. brazil is out of the world cup.. sighs.. why did they lose?! why?!
anws.. it doesnt really matter.. my money's on portugal nw.. they mus win france tmr..
ytd.. went down to creative..
n man.. tt guy was gay..
yeah.. really.. really gay..
anws.. was so tempted to buy stuff there.. but as usual.. poor me window shops..
yup.. some of the mp3's jus look real cool..
i might wanna get one..
but still.. oh wells..
hmmm..
n finally.. school investitures..
i so wanna go to bpss's one..
well.. mainly one reason but still..
doubt i can make it.. summore alr went for other school's one.. oh wells..
n our schools.. is comin soon.. hope everything goes fine.. n all prepared.. hah..
i've decided to shift to maximum gear when augusts start.. im warming up nw..
yup yup..
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