Sunday, April 23, 2006
What's it gonna be...? Seriously....
hmm.. wellls..
dust hav collected here.. much more than i imagined..
ive been so busy.. tt i always end up sleeping.. cos im too tired n such.
well.. it cant be helped..
hmm.. here's wad happened when ive been gone..
i made a total embarrassment of myself ytd..
thankfully..
it was only in a group of 3 ppl..
not everyone..
we were asked who is jesus to you..
n.. wells.. we had to give many answers.. many..
n well.. something slipped my tongue..
n.. i said it.. i said yr name..
n.. well.. my group guys were like.. whoa..
n.. i don wanna elaborate..
alrights.. n i feel like.. very lousy.. since ytd..
oh wells.. i knew i sholudve walked you there..
shouldnt hav kept u in the dark n all..
but.. sighs..
i dunno.. so much i regretted bout ytd..
hmm.. anws.. collected a prize at the speech day ytd..
long service award for badminton..
it reads.. " This certificate is awarded to Xavier Chua for selfless service rendered to Badminton " i know it feels grand but.. tts all! haha...
i ask for too much..
oh wells.. anws.. also did duty ytd.. had to rush n change n all..
it was ok ah..
n had cip too.. haha.. i disturbed the sji guy for stealing our business.. my frens pitied him.. he felt so threatened by me.. haha.. oh wells.. so basically.. ytd was real busy!
n so were the previous days.. so much hw.. sighs.. n i haven studided much..
oh wells..
n ive got lots of problems to settle..
many many.. n ive been neglecting studies n wells.. gonig out somemore..
ha.. went out wut saunders n came back so late i got well.. scolded? haha..
we apparently stalked this guy to a bar.. ha.. which was so so stupid..
who knows where he wouldve went.. haha..
but guess all these hav gotta stop..
chinese os r coming real soon..
oh wells..
gotta start studying..
i don wanna screw things up..
i don wanna screw everything up..
now. i need jesus to take my wheel.. ha..
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
ZZZ...zzz...ZzZ...zZz...
wells.. days been fine though ive been so tired n confused bout much stuff..
i finally cut my hair.. its so short nw..
the ppl are pleased.. obviously..
they wun be chasing me anymore for a while nw..
haha..
my eyes r extremely heavy nw n im super tired..
but.. cant leave my blog in dust again can i?
hmmm..
let me c..
oh yeahh.. my maths teacher..
gets turn on by maths!
could u believe it..
its like.. wth..
after giving one weird n funny equation..
n writing it down wrongly..
"see la! u all make me excited!"
o.. k.. tt doesnt sound right.. haha..
could u imagine.. a person.. going to u saying gradient= y1-y2/x1-x2
n u get high? haha..
hmm..wad else..
oh yeah.. my eng teacher hates motorcyclists..
his wish is to run over them n go back n fourth back on fourth..
fortunately.. he doesnt.. haha..
jus some funny things tt happen in school..
well..
i must say.. im confused nw..
i dunno which path to choose.. n dunno what path will lead me to where..
well.. tts all im thinkin of nw..
shuldnt i b worried by o levels?...
i guess.. nt? haha..
i jus need.. to.. sle..ep..... no..w..
zzz...zzz...zzz.. "wake me up when the cows come home.. n go away.. n come home again.. "
"jus 10min more.. "
oh ya.. my eyes.. they seem sore.. they're black nw btw.. haha..
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
I realize u mean the world to me..
wells.. today was ok..
except for mr tuang again to remind me about cuttin my hair..
he alr imformed me for quite a while n being stubborn as i am..
i didnt fo for hair cut..
he threatened to cut the whole chunk out today..
but.. he said he gives me till tmr..
i told him i was bz..
he asked me to ask someone to do it 4 me at home..
n wells.. jus nw.. my maid did it.
n nw.. its.. not really how i wanted it to be.. but..
oh wells.. my fault for being disobedient..
hmm.. it still looks long though..
there wasnt much cutting.. haha..
oh wells..
dino going for competition tmr.. he better buys me sth frm japan..
HE BETTER..
haha..
hmm..
oh wells.. safith talk about learning softcore chemistry as everyone was well worn out..
haha.. softcore chemistry..
its jus doesnt sound right..
guess tt's all for today..
hmm.. real quick one.. had to post about my hair thing..
btw.. i realize.. u mean the world to me.. u..
yes... u...
o wells.. life is all about beating around the bush right? or is it gettin straight to the point?
hmm.. life.. again.. a mystery..
don b so quick to forget me..
anws.. i so worn out now..
tired..
almost slept during chi tuition..
n some more.. a long day tmr..
man.. im gonna suffer..
so much hw too! i shouldn hav been fooling around chattin n all on the net.. sighs..
regrets.. its o levels!
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
By xc's theory on life.....
u know..
life is a tough decision on many many routes..
u walk.. thinking that u've got the wrong way.. while u hav actually gone to a right path..
thinking that u're on the wrong.. when u're on right..
so basically..
u'll somehow live through it n reflect upon certain days of yr life..
others might jus take it for granted n spent everyday havin fun n all..
they'll regret.. i guess?
anws..
enough of tt.. hurts my brains.. haha..
well.. my english teacher really hates dino..
n.. tt sucks..
make me dislike him more..
i mean.. wth.. he shouldnt be insulting him like tt.. but.. oh wells..
anws.. it is said my eng is not gd..
apparently.. im in salvation english supplementary in my school..
n tt.. is nt gd news.. guess it cant be helped..
hmm..
oh ya.. back to the topic.. life..
hmmm.. i don really understand the meaning of life..
n how life relates to n such..
anws.. i suggest to ppl wondering to watch the matrix.. ( why? i dunno.. )
it jus seems related to life..
that there really is an architect of everything n all..
guess im jus confusing those who read..
jus thought tt this might be interesting to ponder about..
anws.... sth i thought of writing..
"She mesmerized me. Her smiles and her laughs.
Simply brightening my day and my life.
I realized what life was at that moment.
To have that special someone always by your side, pushing you on.
I pictured her being dressed to the nines, capturing everyone's attention and making every guy's dream come true.
That's just a thought, though I wish it was real.
Making me lost for words and heart beating at a different pace, it felt like my life has came and gone, my heartbeat faster and faster.
The tension was increasing as i approached her, slowly tailing her from behing.
Why? Because I needed her so.
She's the one who makes my world go round, she's my lucky charm, she's everything.
I've known her for a while and all of these seem only to be summarised to one thing, I was in love.
How could i have been so oblivious of this at first?
That doesn't matter now. Only my actions would determine this.
I could feel tears cascading down my cheek. There was a fear in me.
A fear to be tossed aside, fearing rejection.
But i had to bring myself to do it, I just had to!
All my past experiences seem to subside and now, it was only me, and her.
Once again i saw her never-forgotten smile, it was, lovely.
What was I to do now?
I plucked my courage and thought to myself, this.. is life.
"I.. love.. you..(o...k... back to the real world.. )
was my english gd or wad? haha..
oh wells.. life isnt about love n all..
though it contains it..
hmm.. im still wondering.. wells.. i haven completed my mini story yet though.. ha..
o levels.. focus!
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