Wednesday, March 29, 2006
What cha gonna do with all tt....
ok.. once again.. im going to blog in point form.. wells.. guess i need some feedback on this..
though.. its nt like anyone reads n all.. but oh wells.. haha..
1) put braces back on, slept on the dentist chair, though pain woke me up many times
2) hair caught again (nt cuttin till.. hmm.. HOD, VP, or P catches me..) i like to test their patience :) na.. im nt tt evil.. jus.. like.. don want la..
3) very tired for past few days
4) wallet now confirm very empty.. 15cents to last me till fri
5) going to ask father for money later
6) praying hard he gives
7) was so pissed about havin no money.. apparently.. levi's had a 70% discount jus nw when i was out to visit the dentist! n guess wad... i had 15cents! bloody hell
8) miss goh was super unhappy.. screwed the class for 10min.. (literally... erm.. is it..?)
9) owe ppl money.. its my first since like super long ago
10) blogging doesnt help english.. or does it?...
11) thinking bout much stuff again.. much much stuff..
12) i rmbered the times.. i was thinking bout them.. now i know how much i miss tt times.. i feel cold.. lend me yr warmth..
oh wells.. guess this is all that happened.. apparently.. i haven been havin gd slp for the past days. oh wells.. gotta live with it..
~where'd you go? i miss u so..
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Monday, March 27, 2006
hmm.. life n its complications
i jus realized tt blogging in pt form is so cool.. doesnt anyone agree..?
oh wells.. hmm.. nth much has happened since.. n nth more to write..
during weekend.. celebrated bd for my bro.. tts bout all.. the rest was hw.. tv.. tuition.. man..
v tiring... tts all i could rmb.. n also.. i put my braces back again.. the two ulcers underneath my tongue are big pains.. real big pains.. i cant even chew properly..
though.. its nt too bad nw..
hmm.. ive got a history test tmr n i haven started studying.. well.. its 11.30 nw.. i juz wanna go lie down.. n slp.. oh mans.. training today was alright.. aloysius.. being his usual crappy self.. told me.. "xavier, during the weekends.. ive been thinking about u.." man.. it jus gives u goosebumps.. he's nt gay or anything.. he's jus full of nonsense.. anws..
i wish school holidays nvr stop.. juz wanna end o levels n start sleepin everyday.. n going out.. n playing games.. n nt.. gg to school..
well.. i had some complicating thoughts during these days..
like.. what i would wanna be when i grow up.. (... grow up sounds wrong doesnt it.. )
hmm.. i really dunno.. i dont even know whether my o levels would fail me..
sighs.. its jus confusing.. i thot of takin food science n nutrition in poly.. it looks real cool.. but.. is tt really what i want? what if i make a wrong move? what if i regret? nw.. my life is full of whats and hows?
why why why.. ( im immitating my coach here, he always.. ALWAYS does tt )
*i'm finding my voice, i'll stop messing around and get off my seat, i hav a choice..
btw.. i'll update everything once im free again.. so.. tired... zzzz...zzzz....zzzz....
n... where'd you go by fort minor is nice..
i was wrong bout certain things.. it felt like this but i wanted tt.. guess i was wrong..
~where'd u go, i miss u so.. its seems like its been forever, since u've been gone..
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
whoa.. like..
haha.. when was the last time i posted.. i wonder.. b4 the holidays! man.. *ah- choo! its gettin dusty here.. wells.. so much happened.. well.. gd things.. n badd things..
hmm.. things went fine during holidays.. xcept tt it was too short.. far too short.. wells..
kinda bored in the hotel too.. it sucks.. n my braces.. im puttin em back tmr..
ha.. my teeth feels so used without it.. now.. back again.. its gonna leave some marks.. haha..
oh wells.. hmm.. lemme try to rmb wad happened.. (not in chronological order)
1) hotel sucks
2) i didnt blog 4 a while
3) lost mahjong again (small loss.. was losing real big though..)
4) played lots of badminton
5) wasted time at an arcade playing mahjong again ( its true! the computer cheats! )
6) was so pissed wit my bro i didnt talk to him 4 half a week ( it ended ytd )
7) cut my hair :( ( i dun look me now..ppl claim hair doesnt suit.. family says nt bad.. but long..)
7.5) Student leader head claims hair still too long.. requests another cut ( im not paying another 10 bucks ya.. sides.. its nt really tt long... er... whatever! )
8) something.. unwanted happen to me.. oh wells.. tts life..
9) was late for chi tuiton for 45min, everyone alr there was jealous
10) watched big momma's house wit family
11) watched my first nc-16 movie in a cinema wit my uncle (date movie.. v lame.. but funny!)
12) did nt hav an earthquake wit cousins at swensens ( saunders strongly disapproved )
13) fishing game at arcade rocks
14) bought rip curl t-shirt ( yay!)
15) big hole in pocket cos father refuses to reumburse (how do u spell tt...)
16) went to st nicks carnival! quite fun.. crowded though..
17) phone exceeds msg limit again ytd..
18) yi long stills owes me money..
19) exercised a lot by walking to n fro btwn raffles plaza n marina thru city link
20) woman thought i was nt singaporean cos i didnt know where the national library was (wth!)
21) played my ps2 again! unfortunately kept on sun morning
22) regretted nt playing much of ps2
23) thrashed brother in soccer continuosly.. got owned in wrestling
24) coach continuosly complains to players tt he is poor
25) eng teacher yet to pick on me
26) doesnt understand what goes on during chemistry now
27) heard lots of cool music on mtv
28) watched scary movie 3 again.. v funny.. cant wait for 4..
29) oh ya.. the hotel sucks.. ( its worth mentioning twice )
30) tuition during holidays suck too
wells.. i suppose tts bout all that happened during the holidays.. many other stuff happened too.. but wells.. cant rmb.. haha.. wish holiday was longer though.. sat my bro bd too.. haven got him a presnt.. oh wells..
nw i don quite understand wads gg on in my life.. hope i'll solve it soon n all...
till nxt time..
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Jesus take the wheel
Everything continues to be fine.. so far..
on mon.. history teacher was pissed, as in extremely.. thanx to stupid daryl.. i jus hate him.. always slpin n actin like a retard crackin lame jokes which no one laughs at.. hes just a pain.. cos of him n his stupid sleepiness.. he got the whole class scolded tt day.. im v sure i myself dun get as much slp as he does..
n well.. tt was nt the only thing tt happened tt day.. saf brought a condom to school.. n well.. for who knows wad..
unfortuantely for him.. mr t caught him n well.. he said it was ok(he claims its part of curiousity when growing up).. but the fact that he took it out during lessons made him angry.. el teacher knew about it the nxt day.. n well. he was made to put in on his nose.. (sounds disgusting.. but he did..) as a form of punishment.. the whole class had a gd laugh then.. hah.. it WAS funny..well.. n on my way hme.. the lady went up the bus.. n tried flashin her card against the door bell.. i was laughing to myself la.. if she saw me.. i would hav been killed.. haha
well, so far.. results been ok.. though i failed history n ss.. i gotta work harder.. passed physics =)
hmm.. went to watch school soccer match today..
our school lost 5-1, pathetic rite? in a zone finals match we can lose like tt.. gawd.. oh wells.. how i wish badminton was this match anticipated.. (did i use it correctly..?)
hmm.. n well.. saw some ppl practising cheer leading.. my eyes were fixed on them.. (for who knows y.. my frens were jus pulling me n saying.. xavier! stop looking la..)
..... hey.. there were gd...
haha..
oh wells.. jus hope i hav the strength n all to help me through these remaining days.. jesus, take the wheel from me.. n lead me on..
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
My naked teeth
It jus feels funny.. havin the braces taken out..
but.. i cant get used to it.. cos.. im gonna put them on again! (man, tts 3 years alr.. thx to me nt going check up for a year.. heh..)
two weeks from nw.. oh wells.. its gonna hurt again..
anws.. the previous days hav been fine.. cept ytd.. felt funny n all.. lifeless.. but oh wells.. it was fine.. still got hw.. o well.. ive gotta really study lots after my march holidays..
i wanna get 13pts!
tuition ytd then went tp.. really didnt do anything do except buying junk frm the super market..
and badminton was fun too ytd.. i rmb the match where we played till 14-10, we caught up 14-14.. then the score was 15-15, then 16-16.. haha.. its juz so close.. we lost in the end though.. reminds me really much of the match against bedok view last time.. tt time.. tension was far worse.. oh wells.. today also hav tuition later.. busy weekend!
hmm.. well.. juz gotta get thru nxt week till holidays! haha..
anws.. the song playing nw is jesus take the wheel, i find it so nice.. haha..
hope i hav a gd week ahead.. n of course.. wonderful holidays the week after!
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
Its over.. Not!
slept at 3.30am tt day studying physics.. n so irritated wit myself!
cos of wad i studied n forced into my crammed up brain.. only 1/10 of it came out!
so wad la.. risked my sleep for nothing.. i'd better get an A for tt..
hmm.. n today's chi test.. im so gona fail it.. haiz. i should hav read more.. but. oh wells..
also wished to go the St nicks invest today but.. sighs.. my school cancelled it n all..
summore i alr went stc.. oh wells..
but.. wads over is over.. got another test tmr again.. lit..
hmm.. hope i can do well.. im juz so lacking of slp rite nw.. n nothing seems to be spicing up my life.. ha.. thinking bout so much things ah.. oh wells..
anws.. i've still haven gone to see the HOD for the blazer yet.. its like.. goodness..
im definitely gonna get it from her.. but it wasnt my fault.. i didnt do anything.. all i did was left it in class cos the room was lock.. n u confiscate it from me.. wth la...
shant spend my time writing bout u..
hmm.. well.. n mr t had a talk wit me today.. 5min plus talk..
askin me y my grades hav been droppin.. it seriosuly wasnt! (my oppinion)
except for the physics(4/25) which i totally screwed up.
"xavier, wads going on at home?" "how come yr grades n performance slip so much?" "nt only i find it, but apparently.. all yr teachers think so.." "i know i shouldnt interfere but.. this is something serious u know.." "well, there could only be two v logical reasons.." "computer? bgr?"
"seriously.. its nth.. "
"don lie to me.. u see.. u yrself not tellin me the truth.."
"but.. really.. ive got nth to say"(y dont u believe me? mans.. im seriously ok except for the lack of sleep thingy.. but.. man..)*gave him some sort of weird look when i was talking to him..
"xavier, u'd better work harder.."
"i told myself i'll start studying after march holida.."
"tts wad all students tell me.. in the end.. they'll push it to june n so on.."
"u'd better go n study n make sure u dont let us(the teachers) down.."
*didnt record the whole convo down.. man.. u'll be readin for five min.. haha..
n juz nw during training.. xl n colin didnt come.. so i was sort of alone..
i helped aloysius n nichloas train..
n they were quarelling during training! as in.. sort of play play quarelling..
"i'll make u run till yr father cant recognise yr legs!" (yeah.. the idiot said it..)
"i'd rather u jus shut up.."
haha.. it was funny ah.. oh wells..
guess tts all for today? hope i do well for all my tests.. (unlikely)
im still so eager n frustrated for lots of stuff.. gdness.. life is changing again.. this sucks..
zzz..zzz..zzz..
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