Thursday, March 02, 2006
Its over.. Not!
slept at 3.30am tt day studying physics.. n so irritated wit myself!
cos of wad i studied n forced into my crammed up brain.. only 1/10 of it came out!
so wad la.. risked my sleep for nothing.. i'd better get an A for tt..
hmm.. n today's chi test.. im so gona fail it.. haiz. i should hav read more.. but. oh wells..
also wished to go the St nicks invest today but.. sighs.. my school cancelled it n all..
summore i alr went stc.. oh wells..
but.. wads over is over.. got another test tmr again.. lit..
hmm.. hope i can do well.. im juz so lacking of slp rite nw.. n nothing seems to be spicing up my life.. ha.. thinking bout so much things ah.. oh wells..
anws.. i've still haven gone to see the HOD for the blazer yet.. its like.. goodness..
im definitely gonna get it from her.. but it wasnt my fault.. i didnt do anything.. all i did was left it in class cos the room was lock.. n u confiscate it from me.. wth la...
shant spend my time writing bout u..
hmm.. well.. n mr t had a talk wit me today.. 5min plus talk..
askin me y my grades hav been droppin.. it seriosuly wasnt! (my oppinion)
except for the physics(4/25) which i totally screwed up.
"xavier, wads going on at home?" "how come yr grades n performance slip so much?" "nt only i find it, but apparently.. all yr teachers think so.." "i know i shouldnt interfere but.. this is something serious u know.." "well, there could only be two v logical reasons.." "computer? bgr?"
"seriously.. its nth.. "
"don lie to me.. u see.. u yrself not tellin me the truth.."
"but.. really.. ive got nth to say"(y dont u believe me? mans.. im seriously ok except for the lack of sleep thingy.. but.. man..)*gave him some sort of weird look when i was talking to him..
"xavier, u'd better work harder.."
"i told myself i'll start studying after march holida.."
"tts wad all students tell me.. in the end.. they'll push it to june n so on.."
"u'd better go n study n make sure u dont let us(the teachers) down.."
*didnt record the whole convo down.. man.. u'll be readin for five min.. haha..
n juz nw during training.. xl n colin didnt come.. so i was sort of alone..
i helped aloysius n nichloas train..
n they were quarelling during training! as in.. sort of play play quarelling..
"i'll make u run till yr father cant recognise yr legs!" (yeah.. the idiot said it..)
"i'd rather u jus shut up.."
haha.. it was funny ah.. oh wells..
guess tts all for today? hope i do well for all my tests.. (unlikely)
im still so eager n frustrated for lots of stuff.. gdness.. life is changing again.. this sucks..
zzz..zzz..zzz..
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