Friday, January 06, 2006
My friend..
i cant believe my life..
Who am i to kid?
Im like.. sad.. super sad..
cant believe my racket broke today!!
i was planning to bring it wif me.. to win the tournament.. to win cheers.. to keep gg..
never intended it to break..
i cant believe tt guy.. broke it.
sighs.. n best.. he was apologetic n kept on askin the price of the racket though he was nvr keen of paying 4 it..
gdness..
but.. i dun hold it against him..
y?.. i dunno..
haiz.. i cant express wad im feeling..
i dunno y i suddenly got so uptight..
im lying through my facial expressions..
i gotta start to stay positive again..
i realized tt after.. i saw the true meaning of all things happen for a reason..
( i missed the 70 bus to wait for my fren.. n soon another one came and it reached home faster then the other!)
anw.. orientation today was not bad..
i guess.. but the campfire disrupted by the rain..
n plans changed.. after tt.. was cheers..
n.. tt cheered me up.. also.. crapping wit my frens n all..
esp xl n colin..
at macs too..
then.. i felt better bout myself..
but.. i haven gotten over it..
its like.. a stranger murdered my fren ive known for 6years..
n tt feeling sux..
it feels like my new year aspirations r becomin new year desperations..
hope things will be for the better..
sighs.. in memory of my racket.. (thx 4 all the games u played)
i feel like an idiot nw talking to an inanimate object.. but.. truly.. hes done much 4 me..
n i enjoyed it..
an apple a day, keeps the doctor away
11:39 PM
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